I dislike good-byes. But I especially dislike them when people leave your life and you don't know exactly what you did. It especially hurts when people are hurt by something you did or said, or you made them really mad but they don't bother to give you a chance to explain or make it right. They are just gone out of your life. Most head people will say that they weren't worth your time and be glad their gone. But I feel different. I feel empty when someone was there and then gone.
This week I've lost a lot of good friends. One I didn't even know I had hurt. Two are upset because I can't make time for them anymore, another one I have no idea and the one that I can't get over blew something so very small into something so very big I can't even understander what happen?
I'm blessed for the people in my life and will continue to pray that the ones that have left will some day find their way back.
In the midst of all of this pain, I'm happy and have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me unconditionally. The big test? He took care of me when I had the flu...puking, smelled funky, crying, told him I'm dying flu!! Yep, it's LOVE!
Jonya, you are a wonderful friend and I'm so thankful that God put us back together after our time away. Life changes for every single one of us in our lives. A move back to Ewood changed with my friends I left in Salina. A divorce changes friends. And yes, a new boyfriend changes our time as well. Friends should understand and be a friend whether your together or texting. After all, when you marry it is very important to make your spouse a high priority. It's the one you will be with for the rest of your life. Friends are a wonderful gift from God who should be understanding and loving. You will always be my friend no matter what lies ahead or the time we have together. I pray your friends who left do find their way back, they are missing out on a lot without you!! I love you dearly!
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