Holiday Dread

I was told recently that if you want things to happen you have to make them happen. Waiting on dreams to just materialize is pretty juvenile, but we all know by now that I do like to live in my happy place and avoid reality.

So, yesterday I made a decision. I'm not going to spend another three day weekend alone and bored out of my mind! I'm going to make some calls. One call might even be to 27yr old who has been making up for the week+ of quietness. Why not? He can say no or he can say yes. He can think I'm a hussy for even asking or he can think, "wow, so glad she called". Yep, taking matters into my own hands. Aren't rules made to be broken?

PS, I really don't like being dumped. Just saying!